Saturday, December 11, 2010

Tears of sadness



Feeling sad

left out

not known why

now tears start

to fill my eyes with sadness

why did I deserve this pain

after spilling my feeling to you

...



I just fall asleep

feeling sad

hoping happiness

would come

after I wake up

but still no sign of you

longing

to hear your voice

to rescue me from this

tears of sadness... :((



I lie here

tears falling down endlessly

as sadness takes over once again

so I cry myself to sleep

hoping to feel better

when I wake..!!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

All in 1 Minute..




I look at the clock,

it says 1:41,

i know thinking of you,

ill never be done,



you run through my mind,

and occupy all my time,

wondering why you're gone,

and why you're not mine,



i think of you constantly,

for some reason i cant stop,

knowing that for always,

you'll forever have my heart,


my days go by so slow,

cause you run through my head,

i said I'd love you forever,

isn't that enough said,

you also haunt my dreams,

if you know what i mean,

i wake up often,

with sweats and screams,




why do i sleep by myself,

I'm alone in my bed,

i know I'll be thinking of you,

till the day i am dead,

 
now still all these thoughts,

just run through my brain,

cant stop thinking of Nicole,

i think i'm going insane,

 
i feel i wanna kill myself,

people say thats not what to do,

but i turn and look at the clock,

and it says it's only 1:42....  :(

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Happy Father's day.. Love ma DAD Most..



When I was just a tiny kid,

Do you remember when,

The time you kissed my bruises,

Or cleaned by soiled chin?


You scrambled for the balls I hit,

(Short-winded more than not,)

Yet, every time we'd play a game,

You praised the "outs" I caught.


It seems like only yesterday,

You wiped away my tears,

And late at night I called your name,

To chase away my fears...

Though time has changed your handsome grip,

Your hair is snowy white,

You gait's a little slower now,

Thick glasses help your sight.


Oh, do I thirst for years gone by,

To be that growing lad,

Re-living all of the memories,

Of growing with my dad... >:D<


I just want you to know

you mean the world to me,
Only a heart as dear as yours
-would give so unselfishly.... !! :-*

My learnings


He that to my heart is dear

Has left with the morning dew

But will return with the morning new

To rap his arms around me and hold me near...


There's no place like home

And my home is in his arms

Safe from all harms

That may strike while I am alone..!



With him my heart learned to love

My soul learned to cry

So it hurts me so to say goodbye

To my angel sent from above


He taught me about two becoming one

He showed me life and beauty

And now I feel it's my duty

To keep my life warm with his sun


Only good feelings does he release

Though his love comes from a far

Beneath the silver evening star

And brings with it love and peace...


His live is rightly harmonized

From feelings or thoughts untrue

Which could never make less beautiful the blue

Of the unclouded heavens in his eyes.



And without his soul which tells not a lie

And his spirit wings

Which shade enchanted things

I will cease to live and surely die. ..!! :(

"Happy Birthday" means much more..



"Happy Birthday" means much more

Than have a happy day.

Within these words lie lots of things

I never get to say.

It means I love you first of all,

Then thanks for all you do.

It means you mean a lot to me,

And that I'm proud of you.



But most of all, I guess it means

That I am thinking of

Your happiness on this, your day,

With pleasure and with love...!!